I have been battling my weight since 2005. Sometimes, I've been actively battling... other times, I have just let myself go. I am ashamed of myself. I want to be a good example for my daughter, I want to be a closer person to the one that my husband married, and I want more than anything to live a long healthy life so I can spend as much time as possible with both of them, and the people that I love. I am a lazy person, and I really have to push myself.

October is my time.